Friday, October 22, 2010

Part Deux...

I feel it sometimes. I feel your soul sweep into my body and overtake mine for a brief second while something inside me sparks. Just as soon as the spark hits, your soul escapes mine and its gone. Just like that I feel the heat leave me cold, chilled to the core. Out of nowhere, this feeling overcomes my body and yet again, I feel the emptiness of having something valued taken from me. No, not taken. Stolen. Simply gone, as if it had never happened, never existed. I want to tell myself that I don't feel that way. That it's just in my head; a rattled thought from nowhere. But it isn't like that. The reality is that rattled thought pains me. The chilling of the body isn't my head speaking, it's the absence of you that leaves me. Dripping for more.

Tuesday, October 19, 2010

Working on this one...

For just a moment, our souls crossed paths.

In a movie, this would be the part where the two characters looked as if they walked right through each other, but went into slow motion. That unbelievable moment that only happens in a movie. Because, really, how often are we affected so heavily by another person that you feel like you're having an out of body experience? Never. But, what if it did happen? What if that moment only captured in movies actually happened to you, or made you feel that way. There are very few people in your life that leave you so....unnerved. During that moment, the other person takes something away from you. They take a tiny piece of you. A piece that can never be retrieved. A piece that lives with them forever, pulling at their heartstrings. But, as you cross paths, you take the same thing from you. The constant aching, weary feeling never subsides. This is your life now.