If only...

"I want real human moments. I want to see you. I want you to see me. I don't want to give that up." --Waking Life

If only there were words to spell out the look on my face. Sometimes a look is all it takes and no words are needed. I'm running and running, with no direction, only hoping to find a way. I believe in the power of words, wholeheartedly. But, there is nothing like the way a piece of beautiful music leaves you. The notes slip into my body and take over everything and I have no control.


For those few moments, I am alive.

What If I could write you...

I have all of these things running through my head and none of them make sense. I've written about 4 entries at this point and all of them have gotten scrapped. It's going to be a very long, sleepless night.

There will be coffee in the morning. Lots of coffee.