No, I don't know what it is

Song of the Moment: John Mayer-Something's Missing

I'm in one of those moods that I can't really describe. Nothing seems to be making sense in my head. Just a bunch of thoughts jumbled around but none of them are connected.

something will always be missing if you're looking for it maybe
always looking for something for the sensation of fine nothing.
something is missing and i don't know and i don't know.....

cause something's different. and i don't know what it is.

but i don't know how to fix it....

The U.S. Can't Possibly be Ready...

Alright, it's been one hell of a busy summer, but I'm back in Madison and perhaps there's just something about this city that gets me thinking. After spending the afternoon hearing about the misfortunes of relationships and watching the movie "The Prince and Me" (featuring Julia Stiles for all you non-moviebuffs), I found myself pondering at the ending. Julia's character, Paige, has all of these aspirations and goals so in the end throws away her entire relationship with Edward, the gorgeous Prince of Denmark, in order to finish out her dream of going to medical school. Upon her college graduation, Edward is so deeply in love with her, he offers to wait until she is done with medical school, has fulfilled enough of what she wants to...that he will wait until whatever in order to be with her and have her as his Queen. She replies with something to the affects of 'Denmark isn't ready for a Queen like me.'

That's what got me wondering. Hypothetically speaking lets say that the second time's a charm. If things work out as planned for both, I'd be the first lady. (insert shocked expression on my face here). What would our country want with ME as a first lady? I don't have a clue about such matters! Could you imagine me being all wound up in political policy? Liberal woman with Conservative man...?? I can't even imagine...