Really? This is me...

Unfortunately, you seem to have caught me in an off moment...or really, perhaps this is myself. I haven't decided yet what's real and what's caught in a moment.
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There is a moment...a single moment when I can't even feel anymore.
I'm breathless, unable to speak, unable to speak, unable to think.
There is no moment like this, where I completely feel like I can't remember anything.
I can't remember any of it...and I revel in moments often.
Clouded, fuzzy, whatever you want to call it.

There's almost nothing about those moments that I remember because I'm so drunkenly lost in the moment. Breathless. Mindless. Lost.

There are very few moments in life where I'm completely and utterly lost. These are ones I'll keep forever. Revelling in the fact that I cannot explain it.

Battle Studies...Yup, sounds like my head.

My head is running 5 miles in front of the rest of me today...and I'm struggling just to keep up.
I have too many things to try and sort through today. And my head will literally destroy me if I let it.
::sigh::

Untitled and Unfinished...

Working from here:

Electricity running from tip to toe.
Butterflies dance with dizzying speed.
Eyes searching for the moment--Breathless single moment.
The clock holds the time.

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If I could only write like this...

"Your eyes tell the stories of a day you wish you could
Recall the moments that once have
Retract the footsteps that brought us to this favor
I wouldn't ask this of you"

I find such beauty and comfort in the words written by others, but constantly feel like my stuff isn't up to par. ;/